Ownership, I love to have stuff, well certain kinds of stuff. But at the same time I live in a small rental apartment, the trouble is I don’t even know in 6 months, in which city or even country I would be living and that terrifies me. How could I move all this junk?
You get the idea, a few weeks back I was finally processing the last moving boxes from 10 months ago! Yes I moved in this apartment almost a year ago but still had not processed all the moving boxes.
There are things that I surely will ship to the new place in the new country but dude, I have stuff, and I want to keep having those stuff, why should be so difficult? You might be thinking what’s wrong with this person, why don’t you leave some of your stuff with your parents? Well, they live in another continent, so that’s out of the questions.
This brings me to the next problem, I wish I owned a small storage unit that I could store my things in it, while frequently switching between countries and apartments. I probably can rent one, it’s just nicer if I already had one.
Damn now I cannot stop thinking about all my furniture and their destiny after I move. I have no desire to carry them with me to where ever I go next. Next is my other stuff, tools, books, electronics, maybe I should already donate some of them.
Last time I move I donated tons of clothes, but I bet there’s still more clothes to donate.
But really what is the solutions? Do I have to choose between collecting cool shit and freedom of moving? It seems like a fair deal, but not making happy though. Funny thing is even though I like to keep things, I can also just let them go, nothing would really happen, they are just things. Many of them I can just buy again if I really need them. Sorry for wasting your time with this non-sense, I have a deal with myself to write something everyday, unfortunately this would also mean sometimes I don’t have anything clever to say, until next time.