I’m exhausted. It’s not the work, I have some free time during the day to catch a breath and recover from the never-ending Zoom! calls. But I’m exhausted. It’s constant thinking of not belonging. It’s the feeling that you’re not valued. It’s the thinking that you’re wasting your youth on a pointless struggle. Others are paying their mortgage back and driving expensive leased vehicles and I’m just extending their livelihood until the whole house of cards comes down collapsing. I would feel better if I was also among those that are benefiting from this fiasco, but I’m not. I must leave, I must leave soon. But I’m not brave enough. Be brave. Be invincible.