Relationships are often complicated, and when you use the work complicated to describe a relationship is probably not a healthy one. Something that’s been difficult for me is to discuss the fact that I don’t see the current relationship I’m in to advance any further with my partner. We’re in good terms, enjoying our time together and you could say everything is perfect, it really is, but at the same time I know that this is not the person I would love to spend the rest of my life with. I have given it quite some time and I certain I won’t change my mind on this matter. I’m sure people change and I have already changed my mind on various topics throughout my life but this one ain’t one of them, so I think. What’s the rational for not discussing this and perhaps ending it? Well at this point in my life I’m good like this. I’m not planning to start dating various other people right in the middle of pandemic! well wouldn’t do so even if there was no pandemic. I still think I need to have conversation about this some time soon.